Helllo Darkness My Old Friend

#WhycantIstopgrieving

Listen. When I said in the journal "R.I.P my heart", I pretty much really meant it.

I rarely have moments where my favorite characters died. The hardest I faced in the past was Senketsu from Kill la Kill, but that mourning only lasted for few days and I just got over it fast. Probably because I'm usually the type of person who just shrugs off at sad moments. I mean...it's VERY rare for me to cry.

It's been few weeks, maybe more now since I watched season 2 episode 24 of Assassination Classroom.


Ever since then, I have been internally crying whenever I think of this character. I laugh whenever he has funny moments and feel perfectly ok. But then the fact that he died keeps on hitting me again.

Maybe I had an Alternative Universe where he's still alive, than maybe I would have gotten over that scene. And even if I did the headcanon where he revives, it just wouldn't feel right at all.

So now I'm just stuck in this stupid emotional hole due to the loss of a fictional character from anime.

This anime has to be the best anime I have ever seen and I hope that never changes. Since that anime, I've been feeling a little more determined on working hard (I still slack off a bit).


Hopefully this character death finally ebbs away. Maybe I should do a funny comic of it that I've been planning to feel a little better.